WORRY-if I may not concentrate on Azfar and Hakeem when the new joy is here. Worry if my time is not enough. Worry if I will not manage them well. Worry if money will be a constraint.
ENERGY-will I have the strength and energy for the next couple of months as I am today? However can I keep up with the boys request for playgroud time, soccer time, bicycle time?
SEPERATION-how should I go about seperating the boys duing sleep time? Should I use the newborn as an excuse for everything? Will they understand? Will Azfar get it?
There are so many, too many what if, what will questions in my mind at the moment.