Chiaq & Tok celebrated their 36th anniversary(betoi kot nih)  🙂 and tommorow Tok will be celebrating her 62nd birthday. Stay kewl n young Tok.. love u…


:: Azfar Hazim is 1 Year Young ::

A gift from Baba-domo arigatou

1 Year Young

Azfar Hazim is now 1 Year Young 🙂 a big boy now. how time flies. i can still remember in details on the same date last year. where i was during that date, how i was in the delivery suite. 🙂 it is still fresh and crunchy!

4th June 2008 – after almost 11 hours in the delivery suite, finally Dr Kamaruzaman Ali the gynae seek permission from my husband to do LSCS. i can still remember the anesthetist asking my weight, height and all. i answered all the questions before the nurses ..hehehe..tgh2 sakit pun leh jawab soalan..the contractions that started around 3pm were painful and i can still remember.

Dr Kamaruzaman : Aiza, try push sekali
Me:nak push macam mana ni..tak terasa ..sakitnyaaa
Nurse:adik teran ..macam berak taik keras
Me:sakitnya..taktau macam mana..saya tak penah berak taik keras..berak elok saja!!!!!!! (i can still cakap pandai even tengah sakit 😀 )

Dr Kamaruzaman asked me to push..3 times and then decided i cudnt do it.so..emergency LSCS. A week before that, he told my husband and i that i might not able to deliver normally due to my baby’s head. It was not yet engaged. We were suppose to do another check up on Thursday but i there i was in the delivery suite on Wednesday …i delivered Azfar Hazim Hasnizam 2 weeks earlier than the EDD (18/6)…more

at exactly 5.59pm i delivered a healthy handsome groovy boy -Azfar Hazim bin Hasnizam

we both are so thankful, Azfar Hazim is now 1 year and without any hiccups he is a healthy boy-minus the slight fever that comes and goes. otherwise, he is healthy. as we both really looked forward for a birthday bash for him, we had to postpone. a week before his birthday, Azfar Hazim was admitted to Kedah Medical Centre due to bad cough and high fever 😦

at the physio room

we want to wait until he is fully recovered then only the real celebration will be done . Insya Allah, a kenduri kesyukuran will be organised.

although no birthday bash or watever, we still celebrate his birthday in our way. the day started off with a photoshoot with KC at Gua Sami. we even brought the big heavy cake! Thanks Kak Tania for the lively and cute cake. KC was the same photographer that did my pregnancy photoshoot >> click here

tadaaa…the cake

the photographer

we headed straight to Klinik Sedhu since Baba was having a swelling feet! he was bitten by a snake!

the very next day we went to Penang for a shopping spree at Mothercare and Giant hypermarket 🙂 i bought azfar a BabyWarma and Baba bought him a swimming attire 🙂 those were his birthday treats! 🙂

Konfidence Baby Warma

pictures courtesy of konfidence.com


This year i celebrated Mother’s Day 2 days earlier due to some unadjustable things 🙂 prepared lamb chops, rosemary grilled chicken, garlic bread, wedges + fries,whipped potato and iced lemon tea. the dinner was to celebrate mom’s day. fifi helped to play with azfar while i was preparing the dinner. lucikly i finished everything at 8pm 🙂 phew. i was glad! sorry mak, no cake this year..lupa nak bake a cake for my mom. we all enjoyed the dinner. wat was left was a some garlic bread crusts and yes…the 3 men enjoyed 7pcs of that lamb chops!!! as my Abah usually says…sendiri tanggung na kolestrol…

the very next nite, Abah decided to treat the MOMS for a dinner (Mak, my sis, my sis in law and me). so all the mothers that nite enjoyed our dinner. Chiaq (pronounce with dengung) belanja!!!


You taught me well to trust myself in all that I do…
to enjoy the simple things life has to offer…
to be honest and true…
to give back to the world…
to look for the best in others, while always trying to be…
the best person I can be.

My heart is full of love
to my teacher
my mentor
my friend
my one and only MAK

I LOVE YOU MAK and happy mother’s day!!!!!

Note: Chiaq = Granpa/Grandad or some of our modern’ers’ wud be calling wan(no no..not 1)

:: MOTHER’s DAY is coming your way ::

a few days back, i received an email from my x-deputy dean-a very motivational and full of sincerity. she has been called back to UTM to finish her contract there. she sent this email on Angel a.k.a Mother. i was very touched reading the email. back then when i was not a mother, i sobbed thinking of my mom while reading the poem. and this time, i sobbed too thinking of my mom (balik keja teruih pi nyembang2 ngan mak) and thinking of how my children will treat me..will they treat me the way i treat my parents ..im hoping so.

the email ~ i dont know how true is email is but moral of the story is very touching!

Malaikatmu…tersentuh hati…(bacalah…ambillah masa walaupun 1 minit)

Suatu hari seorang bayi siap untuk dilahirkan ke dunia…

Dia bertanya kepada Tuhan : ‘ Para malaikat disini mengatakan bahawa besok Engkau akan mengirimkan saya kedunia, tetapi bagaimana cara saya hidup disana; saya begitu kecil dan lemah ?

Dan Tuhan menjawab: ‘Aku telah memilih satu malaikat untukmu. Ia akan menjaga dan mengasihimu ‘

Bayi bertanya lagi: ‘Tetapi disini; didalam syurga ini, apa yang saya lakukan hanyalah bernyanyi, bermain dan tertawa…Inikan sudah cukup bagi saya untuk berbahagia.’

‘Malaikatmu akan bernyanyi dan tersenyum untukmu setiap hari. Dan kamu akan merasakan kehangatan cintanya dan menjadi lebih berbahagia’

‘Dan bagaimana bisa saya mengerti disaat orang-orang berbicara kepada saya jika saya tidak mengerti bahasa mereka ?’

‘Malaikatmu akan berbicara kepadamu dengan bahasa yang paling indah yang pernah kamu dengar; dan dengan penuh kesabaran dan perhatian. Dia akan mengajar kepadamu cara berbicara.’

‘Dan apa yang akan saya lakukan saat saya ingin berbicara kepadaMu ?’

‘Malaikatmu akan mengajarkan bagaimana cara kamu berdoa’

‘Saya mendengar bahawa di Bumi banyak orang jahat. Siapa yang akan melindungi saya ?

‘Malaikatmu akan melindungimu; walaupun hal tersebut mungkin akan mengancam jiwanya’

‘Tapi, saya pasti akan merasa sedih kerana tidak melihatMu lagi’

‘Malaikatmu akan menceritakan kepadamu tentang Aku, dan akan mengajarkan bagaimana agar kamu bisa kembali kepadaKu; walaupun sesungguhnya Aku akan sentiasa disisimu’

Disaat itu, Syurga begitu tenang dan heningnya sehingga suara dari Bumi dapat terdengar, dan sang bayi bertanya perlahan

‘Tuhan, jika saya harus pergi sekarang, bisakah Kamu memberitahuku nama malaikat tersebut?’

‘Kamu akan memanggil malaikatmu itu: ‘IBU

Ingatlah sentiasa kasih sayang dan pengorbanan ibu. Berbakti, berdoa dan cintailah dia sepanjang masa… Dialah sesatunya harta yang tiada galang gantinya dunia akhirat…

Dan untuk para ibu, ingatlah kisah ini dikala kamu hilang sabar dengan karenah anak-anak yang sedang membesar…sesungguh nya Syurga itu dibawah telapak kakimu…

as for the celebration, i plan to cook dinner for my mom. she loves carnation and roses, that too will be on the table.. 🙂 but those just cudnt be at par with what she had given, showered, teach, comfort me. i love u Mak..

Engagement Zahrah & Aidil Saifan

it was a simple n yet lively ceremony. relatives and friends were gathered. Zara as i called her… (real name is Zahrah Nawi) looked beautifully stunning in the pink lacey baju kurung. her kakak sew the baju for her. we brought the cake all the way from Perlis (apline delice bakery) and the potpurri which i made(last minute notice). the make-up looked so blend with zahrah.in fact her mom loved it! zahrah n her mom booked kak ta for her wedding day.

dear Zara, may you have a wonderful life ahead and lots of babies..hehehehhe. leh azfar main nanti ngan anak auntie yah..

so frens, here are some photos to view…lovely photos by the handsome photographer..cheewah, puji skit 😀

from right: Shafeza, the bride-to-be, azfar hazim sitting & haku-ko
before the ceremony starts-zara is thrill+nervous!!!!

i somehow love this photo… 🙂

my parents and zara’s parents

for more great photos, kindly click to HasnizamPhotography® as the official photographer for the ceremony and the wedding to come.

:: my bestfriend’s checklist ::

yes..i’m helping my friend with her engagement list..she is away and alone in KL..and so i decided to help her as much as i can. Nun as always will be the dress consultant. just now, we went and bought a pink lacey suit for ZahrahNawi. she will definitely look stunning in that pink lace baju kurung.

she also asked my opinion on other things..aihh..leh jadi wedding planner camni la.. 🙂 so i contacted the make up artist during my engagement receptions. we agreed on the price and she will do her magic on zahrah’s face…

as the list continues, the 3 of us shall work together just to make sure the ceremony goes well.

p/s: im having a headache thinking of wat baju tu put on during ur engagement yayah.. 🙂 baju kenduri hang dah kena siap 3 pasang..azfar takpa la..he has a lot of new clothes lagi..ummi ni takdak dah baju

:: RAYA ::

my family ~mom’s side (paksu mike, abg own, abg jad, mak+abah, paklang, nephews and niece and cousins…my sis was at my uncle’s)

i-an (nur ilhan amani mohd azrul) 🙂 sweet haa..mcm gadis indon la pulak

my nephews n niece..the only grandaughter!

Raya Shopping: someone was feeling exhausted driving from Perlis…just to shop some gud clothes for azfar~TQ!

armand izuddin patiently playing with azfar

my inlaws. on 4th raya…(must be wondering y in the world we were not in proper attire…)